0° - 我思我故在 ( 堅持信仰 )

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(FROM THIS SONG SAVED MY LIFE CREATED BY SIMPLE PLAN)

所謂的曾經 是個無間煉獄 困住了我
幾乎把我折磨至死 流血不止
那天晚上我坐在其中的一張椅子 閉上雙眼
想像傷害過我的所有人坐在我的對面

然後我 大口大口的吸著氣 手握實著拳頭
顫顫抖抖的向著他們 說著我內心一直哭泣的原因
「對不起」 「我想妳理解我的事」
「我不是你們想像中那麼堅強」 「我好害怕」
「我累了」 「我不會再做些什麼」
「有一天我們也會各散東西吧」 「我看透了」
「我恨你」 「你從沒為我設想過」
「你連做人的基本資格也沒有」 「你好自私」
「再見了」 「我開始接受所有了」
「你們所做的我已記得太清楚」 「讓它過去」

把自己殺掉再奉獻所有
但求有半點愛彌補過去地獄般的生活
卻將自己的七魂六魄打得更碎
天晴了 陰霾卻會依然躲在太陽的背後
默默等待下次可以把我置諸死地的機會
天陰了 假使我哭了也不怕再大的雷雨
曾經擦身而過的死神知道我會努力生存

The term of past, it seems a purgatory which trapped me for long time. It mostly killed me.
At that night, I sat in a chair and closed my eyes.
And I imagine those hurt me before people sitting across from me.

Then, I gazed at them with heavy breathe and shaking hands to talk about the reason why I cry in my heart.
“Sorry“ “I want you to know my thought”
“I am not strong than your expectations” “I am so scary”
“I feel tired” “I will do nothing for you guys”
“one day we will finally say goodbye” “I understand thoroughly”
“I hate you” “ You never think about me”
“You are a beast” “You are fucking selfish”
“Goodbye” “I start to accept anything in the past”
“I had been remembered what you guys had done to me” “Let it go”

I killed myself and give all to you in a bid to make up for the hellish past life; however, it shattered my mind serious than before.
The sky clears up; the haze is still hiding behind the sun for waiting a chance to kill me.
The sky beings doom; even though there will have big thunderstorms, I do not cry and I will survive.